It’s 12AM and I’m up about thinking what ‘suffragists' means as per verbatim as by Oxford; haha… rather arduous as I have no dictionary around. I’ve been meaning to write something these pass few weeks; to squeeze some sense, some thoughts, some stand, a flicker of insight from my tiny brains to what is suppose to be intelligent and worth contemplating; however my ever many attempts resulted in a semi-thought repertoire. I wanted to, I really wanted to, but regrettably, my mind is void and I have no wisdom to offer and share, if ever it is wisdom at all. Lately, a lot sound gibberish to me ~ LOL ~.
They say an empty soul is as good as dead.
Has mine then gone empty?
Am I already…’dead’?
Funny, amidst an upcoming celebration and my enthusiastic involvement, the hustle and bustle of work, the should-have-been-done-better examination, the jovial-canny-fun loving attitude, the outside work….at the end of the day, at the end of all that, today especially, my heart feels ‘dead’ empty….
I do not feel sad …No, my feeling does not gravitate towards negativities this year end….I am, as I hope I would always be…and ever optimist, frank, audacious and passionate ; bar none. It just feels empty. Let’s blame tonight’s silence and my wayward brain. Hahaha, perhaps my neurons accidently collided into each other and short circuited. Subhanallah…who knows, those things are plausible, mind you!
Haiyah…..astagfirullah… okay, I’m off to hit my sack and will shut up. Too much rambling might just kill the ‘appetite’ of those who favors sheep counting…
Hahaha…do please kindly excuse me, I simply cannot help it but the word ‘stupid’ suddenly crossed my mind ~ LOL~
Post script (yup that’s what P/S stand for) : okie dokie then… I’ll really shut up now. Sweet dreams…
*sigh*
Bakawali 0020H 10/11/09
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
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